just what i FEEL


Oftentimes I feel exhausted
Sometimes I feel I’m sick,
Can’t even move a finger
Can’t even barely speak
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It seems I haven’t eaten
It seems I haven’t slept
My body just can’t take it
Everything i tried to keep
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They think I need a doctor
I beg to disagree, bro
I know my own illness
I know my remedy
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These things that I have told you,
Those things I seem to feel
Sometimes it just break me
But they are not that real
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I just want some attention,
A hug or maybe two or three
I just need some comfort,
Maybe I just need you
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I can’t help but feel them
So that you’d give me care,
Or those sweet thoughts that gives me
The smiles you make me wear
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Maybe not exhausted
Maybe I’m not sick
Maybe those are child’s play
Maybe those are fantasies
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Just so that you would notice
How badly I miss you,
Just so you would know
I’m lonely without you.