letter of a BULLSHIT
it's not enough to say that i've already moved on, that i'm so over with you, and that i don't love you no more because honest to goodness i know deep inside me i'm still in love with you. though not that intense anymore but the point was the feeling is still there. it's been a long time since we parted ways, i've been to many new experiences and undergone so many changes physically. you know what sometimes i regret to indulge into this crazy game called love. i was destructed and broken because of my foolish and self-satisfying acts. i pity you for having such demon in your life. i'm ambiguous and is not easy to understand by anyone, my words hurt, i am careless and all. however i must tell you that you're lucky to have me even for once. i love you three times as i love my self, i care for you as to the point that i don't mind others anymore, and i gave you what i know i can't give to others. *sigh* nonetheless, how come you left me so bad, you've promised me to stay every single day. i'm not asking too much because what i only want from you this time is your presence as a true friend. can't we be friends once again because we're good buddies in the first place. i know we are both ignored and broken but please be kind to me. you're still special to me and that will never change. you're the very first one to take my breath away and love me for who i am. i'm so grateful to have you no matter what. it seems like we're miles apart now even though i know you're just out there. this blog post was actually meant to be just a quotations but because my hypothalamus is overflowing with so much emotions, i can't stop writing how painful for me that a special friend before was looking at me as if i'm a stranger. no one is to be blame between the two of us, and i don't regret to have you after all the discernment i had. i just wish the best for you always, i always as always hope for your HAPPINESS beybi. you should keep on SMILING.
truly yours,
son of a bitch
