Showing posts with label ♥ you. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ♥ you. Show all posts

i-rest (1st love)

you've come to me unexpectedly
and i became your worst nightmare.
you are good and sweet loving
while i'm bad and intimidating.

we started as good friends
and ended up as cute lovers.
never i did considered it love
but pure infatuation at first.

since then we both play music
and share every beat of a song.
they said we're perfect for each other
and surely we will meet such forever

but then I came to a crucial state
where i began doubting myself,
if i can still stand this relationship
coz your love is too much loving

i asked a little space, so i can discern
i beg for you to wait, so i can prepare
though it is hard for you, still you said Ok
soon, it lead to hatred and indifference

you love me too much
and you cried the whole night
coz i can't repent what i've done
to you and to your whole life

it's been how many years since then
but you're still hurting and waiting.
i am no longer the same as before
now scared & lost the one you adore

you're friends loves and protects you
they don't even want me inches from you
they call me dumb & unworthy of your love
guess they're right for setting you aside

i am sincerely sorry, forever i'll be sorry
the wasted time, the broken promises
the love and compassion you've given
it was not worthy at all.

Thank You for not letting me down
despite the difficulties and broken hearts
i do not know what's good to say now
just want you to know, I Love You

YOU ARE MY FIRST LOVE

She's a good girl, loves her mama
Loves Jesus and America too
Shes a good girl, crazy 'bout Elvis
Loves horses and her boyfriend too

And I'm a bad boy 'cause I don't even miss her
I'm a bad boy for breakin her heart

And I'm free, free fallin'
Yeah I'm free, free fallin'


SORRY AND SEE YOU WHEN I SEE YOU!


overLOVED


I may not know why i always text you
I may not know why I miss you sometimes
I may not know why I care
Or why I smile when I see you
Why I just stop and stare
You laughed when I am happy
I’m quite sad when you’re alone
And then sometimes I ask myself why
I do these things so sweet
To a girl whom just a while ago
I was able to talk to and meet
I may not know how to say these
I may not understand my own self
Why I held your hand
Why I hugged you so tight
Why I let you kissed me on the cheek
I may not know why i always text you
I may not know why I miss you sometimes
I may have known why you cared
But I know I want to thank you
For every moment we shared
…………………………………………………………………………..
para sa mga babae sa school na lab ako at di ako iniiwan…
gelpren, bash, bibilab, meme, neks, soulmate, sweetypie, coji, elijah at kung sino pa alam mo na yun
SALAMAT din sa tulong at pakikisama.
…………………………………………………………………………………………….
I KNOW and i should be very thankful
i have a special friends like you


day04

a picture of yourself and a family member
it's been how many weeks since i last posted my daily picture challenge
day 04 was quite demanding on my part coz i seldom took pix with my family
i can't even think of what to write and share with you on this blog entry
hence, i don't want to involve my parents so let me just share bout my ATE.

me & ate madel during her wedding pictorial
@sangay, camarines sur. *this was fun*

meet and greet my elder sister, ATE MADEL
they told me that among 4 siblings we both have the same genes
we have common attitudes, characteristics and ideals in life
the thing is since birth Manoy, I and Kim were the only children
til a point in time while growing together a sudden shift happened
ate madel came in to action that's telling she's our elder sibling
we don't mind, she occupied another room in our house
i can't really remember why we don't ask anything bout such thing
basta nung sinabing kapatid daw namin sya, ok! yun na yun.
thru time we became close coz i - the open headed among 3 boys
though sometimes we're the one who usually argue in the house
aside from that everything turns to be better when she came
neither i bother to ask my parents to how or where she came from
anyways i can see how much she cares and loves for each of us
i don't see any reason at all for me to search for the answers
besides my mom will never be the only girl in our home.


Moreover, i should be very thankful to her the most (aside from my mom) because she's the one who sends me to a private university and supports me for what i need to pursue my studies and my desires. Sometimes she also tolerates me in my 'luho' in life. There's only one thing that i cannot agree with her until now. It was the time when she decided to marry her long time boyfriend which i am really against. I absolutely don't like that fuckin' guy for my ate. I wish she could just marry another guy as long as not that man whose name starts with letter G. But what else can i do, it's her life and i see she's deeply in love with him. Only i can do is to watch over their relationship because i'm afraid that my ate might be hurt by that earthling. (hope she'll not be able to read this post) Fortunately, my ate is currently working abroad in her husband was left here in the country. For the meantime i can assure myself she's safe and will still able to support my study. This coming November, she even promised to buy me a new DSLR camera that i badly needed. I also promised her to graduate this coming March, and that's why she'll be coming home and will be watching me go over the stage even without flying colors, but still walking proud that she's my Ate Madel. :DDD

Love lots ate and sometimes i miss you especially the foods you always cook for me. Keep safe always!


letter of a BULLSHIT

dear harhar,

it's not enough to say that i've already moved on, that i'm so over with you, and that i don't love you no more because honest to goodness i know deep inside me i'm still in love with you. though not that intense anymore but the point was the feeling is still there. it's been a long time since we parted ways, i've been to many new experiences and undergone so many changes physically. you know what sometimes i regret to indulge into this crazy game called love. i was destructed and broken because of my foolish and self-satisfying acts. i pity you for having such demon in your life. i'm ambiguous and is not easy to understand by anyone, my words hurt, i am careless and all. however i must tell you that you're lucky to have me even for once. i love you three times as i love my self, i care for you as to the point that i don't mind others anymore, and i gave you what i know i can't give to others. *sigh* nonetheless, how come you left me so bad, you've promised me to stay every single day. i'm not asking too much because what i only want from you this time is your presence as a true friend. can't we be friends once again because we're good buddies in the first place. i know we are both ignored and broken but please be kind to me. you're still special to me and that will never change. you're the very first one to take my breath away and love me for who i am. i'm so grateful to have you no matter what. it seems like we're miles apart now even though i know you're just out there. this blog post was actually meant to be just a quotations but because my hypothalamus is overflowing with so much emotions, i can't stop writing how painful for me that a special friend before was looking at me as if i'm a stranger. no one is to be blame between the two of us, and i don't regret to have you after all the discernment i had. i just wish the best for you always, i always as always hope for your HAPPINESS beybi. you should keep on SMILING.

truly yours,
son of a bitch


♥ tediBEAR

maiinis na sa'kin ang lahat pero hindi siya,
kasi mahal niya ako at siguro magkaugali nga kami.

Nang una ko s'yang makadaupang palad di ko lubos akalain na malayo at magiging malalim ang aming pagsasamahan, di naman kasi s'ya ganun ka-attractive (LOL) pero alam kong mabait siya.

Sa pagpasok ko sa lungga isa sya sa mga unang nagpakita at nagparamdam sa akin na ako'y may halaga at importante rin kahit papa'no sa buhay nila.

Kaya bilang pagbibigay pugay sa babaeng walang kapaguran sa buhay, babaeng di nasasawa tumambay sa office may ginagawa man o wala, babaeng ubod ng bait pero saksakan naman ng korni, babaeng siguro takot ng ma-inlab, at babaeng madami kang masasabi na maganda at kapuri-puri tungkol sa kanya.

Heto, ang entry ko sa ngayon ay inaalay ko sakanya kasabay ng pagbabago sa kanyang buhay. (sana magustuhan mo kahit churva churva lang)

Higit sa lahat at bago ang lahat, dalawang bagay pa ang hindi ko maipaliwanag kung bakit nga ba: siya ang isa sa mga babaeng patuloy nagpapatibok ng puso ko, at isa sa mga dahilan ko para bumangon sa araw-araw.

Kaya ito, gumawa na naman uli ako ng isang maikling presentasyon para sa ikatlong babae na bibigyan ko ng buhay sa walang kwentang blog ko.




SALAMAT sa lab, hugs and smile mo mamaBEAR,
you are one of those beautiful things,
that happened in my college life
and made it so worthwhile.
LOVElots!


♥ nicodemus

Feb. 18, 2011
10:34AM
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kapag tinanong nila ako kung okay lang ako...
sila: okay ka lang?
ako: kung tatanungin nyo ako kung okay lang ako..eh okay lang naman ako.
        maganda naman ang pakiramdam ko. pero kung ibang bagay na itatanong
        nyo sakin. baka hindi na ako maging okay.
- hahaha!! scripted!

(text from anonymous, for now)
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di ko masyadong gets kung ano man ang kanyang nararamdaman,
kahit nakausap ko na sya ng pang ilang ulit na,
siguro may mga bagay talagang di ko na kailangan unawain,
hahayaan ko na lang ang sarili ko na makinig at
hahayaan ko ang sarili ko na magbigay ng isang mumunting handog
para sa isang kaibigan na walang ginawa kundi...
ang maging tapat na kaibigan sa'kin sa araw-araw. =)


                                                                                                                                                   
                                                                                                                                                      
oh ayan,
sabi ko naman sayo ang 3rd entry ko ay inaalay ko para sayo
kaya dapat masaya at cool kana uli
at wak na wak mo kakalimutan ang pasalubong ko.

LOL


iingat ikaw lagi
superfriendsHUG
mwa


♥ necu

isa nga d'yan na SMILE

gusto kong umpisahan ang aking BLOG,
ngayong araw mismo ng mga PUSO.

at ang unang entry ko ay inihahandong ko kay MYA,
isang taong mahalaga sa buhay ko at nagsisilbing INSPIRASYON.
siya rin ang isa sa mga dahilan para mabuo itong SNAPSHOTS.

wala naman talaga akong hilig sa PAGSUSULAT,
nakakatamad mag-isip, buti pa ang MAGBASA.
pero dahil wala na akong FACEBOOK,
mai-try nga dito sa BLOGGER.

ayun wala na akong maisip SABIHIN,
nais ko na lang ihandog itong isang munting VIDEO,
sa mga nakakakilala kay Mya at siyempre kay MYANG-LIGAW.
pasensya madalian ko lang ginawa, naghahabol ako sa aking PANGAKO,
sana magustuhan mo parin kahit papaano ang REGALO KO SA'YO MYA.


hehe nakakahiya,
basta ayos na yun,
SMILE na lang nga uli diyan.

SALAMAT =)
MALIGAYANG ARAW NG MGA PUSO.
huli man daw humahabol parin.

p.s
the best valentine i ever had so far.
love LOVE love