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I don't have the right term with regards to the issue or maybe I just don't know what's the word. thus, I presume you knew already what am I discussing about. I see the activity of having sexual intercourse with a stranger and likewise with having a plain relationship with someone in exchange for a couple of money just to support your education, as "katamaran sagad sa buto". They say that this usually happens during start and end of every semester and especially during examinations. People of the Philippines clear up your minds. First and foremost, if you can not afford Universities with too much rate demand for miscellaneous and  tuition fees then DON'T enroll. Definitely there are other Universities out there that has good reputation and is offering quality education. Second, if you're still insisting that you would really like to enroll in that high institutionalized school then why not just look for scholarships, become a student assistant or find a part time job. Lastly, schools are always there and that will never leave you, so why not stop for the meantime and look for a job so the next coming enrollment when you have already enough money to sustain yourself while studying everything will be fine in terms of finance. Those three recommendations above i think were the most justifiable and practical to do.

Ang mahirap kasi satin masyado tayong nasanay sa mga instant. Gusto natin yung agad agaran, yun bang madalian na isang kindat mo lang andyan na. PUTANG INA naman ano ka Diyos? di mo ba alam lahat ng bagay sa mundo ay pinaghihirapan at pinagsisikapang makuha. Maging yung mga taong pineperahan mo siguradong pinagpaguran din nyan ang pera na ibibigay sayo. Maawa ka naman sa kanila laong lao na sa sarili mo. Huwag ka kasing mag-inarte, ano bang masama kung nag-aaral ka lang sa pucho-puchong eskwelahan, ano naman kung scholar, student assistant o part time worker ka. Ano bang nakakahiya doon? Alam mo ang mas nakakahiya ang ginagawa mo, malay mo may sinisira kanang pamilya, isang relasyon, maging ang sarili mo sinisira mo. Ano ba hindi nyo ba makuha na walang magandang maidudulot ang mga ganyang bagay kahit kanino man. Eh kung meron man, sabihin mo nga? SHIT KAYO mahiya kayo sa ibang tao lalo na sa magulang nyo. Kung di kayo matustusan  ng mga magulang nyo, hindi nila yan kasalanan sapagkat nasa tamang edad ka na rin upang maging tulong narin sa kanila. Hindi lahat ng bagay dapat iasa mo sa kanila at wala kang karapatan para sumbatan sila kung di ka nila mapag-aral. May katawan kam kaya magtrabaho ka, huwag mong gamitin ang katawan at itsura mo para mang-GAGO ng iba. Madaming paraan na legal at makatao, ayaw mo lang kasi subukan at ayaw mong ibaba ang pride mo. Masyado kang "TAAAAAMAAAD SOBRA SAGAD HANGANG BUTO MO!!!"

Kung ako siguro, kay dumi at basura na ng tingin ko sa sarili ko. Kahit ilang ligo at kuskos man siguro ang gawin ko siguradong di na matatanggal ang mantsa na naiwan. Babangungutin siguro ako gabi gabi at dadalawin ng konsensya sa tuwing mag-iisa. SANA GANYAN ANG MARAMDAMAN NYONG LAHAT SA SUNOD NA GAGAWIN NYONG MULI ANG GANOONG BAGAY. Kung di ka man lang tinablan sa mga pinagsasabi ko, pwes dapat sigurong matakot na kami sayo.Tao ka kaya magpakatao ka. Hinuhusgahan kita dahil gusto kong ayusin mo ang iyong buhay at makita mo na mali ka. Hindi pa huli para magbago kung talagang bukal ito sa puso mo. Hay naku!

for my last word, i would never ever say sorry to those people out there that were hit straightly, for what i've written in this blog entry was my own conviction and my opinion.