Natuto na ko!

alas! you noticed it already, though i don't want to do such thing but i think it's needed
and i was never wrong, at least today you already see how worthy i am in many ways
i am bad and i am perfectly good at it, you still don't know how fierce and wild i am
sorry but i really mean it, it's not for you to suffer but to realize and for you to discern

how dare you to accuse me of loving coz of money, i am richer than you and your guys
in the first place i loved you before thinking you'll be able to give me that little amount of love
that small ounce of genuine love and care that i am longing to experience in the real life
however, you fail me but hope you see i never leave you, and i've learned a lot from that

honestly, i don't know what to say now, it's all up to you to bring back to what has loss
just keep in mind that whatever happened i never leave you, you're the one who betrayed me
i will always be here, i may not be the same like before, but i will be true to you until the end
thank you  for letting me change for the better and how i wish i could tell you this personally

thank you indeed for making me better and for keeping me stronger, i owe these to you
maybe i still like you but not as much as i like and love you very much going back to the past
thank you again, that for once in my life you let me took the risk in love though it didn't last
of course i can also say that you're lucky too to have me and i will never ever come back

i would not be doing it again coz that was all enough, i am too scared already to take the risk
you'll be the only person and the the last to do such thing on me, i will not let it happen again
just want you to know that loving is not easy, and as one friend told me, never played with love
it's really hard to be ignored and to feel unloved while you keep on loving and loving and loving

you're the most worst possible person to love, but darn, i was able to love you!
you've cause a lot of troubles already a long time ago but it was not an issue anymore
as a matter of fact i am thankful to you for letting me down, see i'm stronger and better
but i am not as brave as i am before, still i will always be here for you to count on

and if you think this is already goodbye, for me this is not yet the end of everything
you've been one of the the worst and the best part of my entire living, it will remain here <3



"siguro namate ko man talaga an pagpadangat mong totoo,
kaya lang kulang kumpara sa  kakadikit na hinahagad ko."