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*sigh*
Ang dami na palang nangyari at nagbago makalipas lang ang ilang linggo. Naninibago nga ako sa mga kaganapan pag-uwi ko sa bahay kaninang hapon. Di ko maunawaan ang mga tao sa paligid ko, o sadyang sa loob lang ng ilang araw ako ay biglang nagbago.
*sigh*
It's already 12:33am on my clock but still i am wide awake. I can't help but to open the computer and start to write stupid thoughts. For the past weeks many things happened and I supposed to do a separate entry about them. However, the momentous feeling has gone to my mind already and i can't barely remember anything in particular except for the fact that i was very very happy and willing the last days of my life.
*sigh*
Punong puno ang utak ko ng kung anu-ano na di ko na alam kung ano lang ang dapat isipin. Ang gulo lang parang mga balita sa radyo at telebisyon. Gusto ko ng magpahinga pero ayaw tumigil ng utak ko sa kakaisip ng mga walang kwentang bagay. Gusto ko man umiyak sa isang tabi gaya ng ginawa ko ilang araw na ang nakalipas, ay hindi ko magawa ngayon. Nakakabad trip lungss, sana bukas magbago na ang mood ko.
*sigh*
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Randomness envelops me and my brain, and that i'm sure my brain is connected to my heart. I badly need a psychologist right now. Am i bothered or what? Am i hallucinating or not? Am i over reacting? Hell yeah i can feel mixed emotions right now: love, heartache, happiness, envy, relax, disturb, chill and a whole lot more. Fuckin shit i need to find myself tomorrow. For now good night. >.<
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P.S
Maybe my mind calls for another drama and ask me to talk regarding my experience of Love, Pain, Dreams and Failures. Okay that would be good for my next blog entries.
