proud son

Dear Mom:

Sorry for being too selfish. Sorry for not giving you the utmost joy a mother could experience this graduation. Sorry for disappointing you this time. I fail you! I was not able to met your expectation even though you did not ask for it. Mom, I sincerely apologize because I know you did your part as a parent and exerted so much effort just to send me to this prestigious university. But all I did was to chill and jerk around.

Still, mom I want you to be proud of me like the good all days when you always get tired of going to stage with me to receive ribbons and medals. Mom, this time though I don't have any award to receive in my graduation day I still want you to be there watching me as I cross the four pillars. I want you to know that you're my biggest treasure and award. Just with you're presence, I don't care anymore if I ain't got those fuckin' laude and distinction. Mom, you're always the best consolation for me.

If I could only shout in front of thousand heads on the 24th to tell them I have you at this very moment, I surely will. Mom, if I could only turn back time to redeem my grades, i will be very willing to go back. But you know i can't. Mom though I fail you, I also want you to know that you never fail me. You're the biggest inspiration why I still push for college and graduate this March with a happy heart.

Mom, on the 24th even though you will not be able to walk beside me on the stage, I will rise and walk very very proudly because my mother is down stage still supporting her little boy. I love you Mom! :'))

Lovingly yours,

Nunu