Again...

Again...
And again.

I could not put into a clear context what i am feeling right now. After a weekend of stress-free life and bonding with our new found friends, i could not grasp what's happening again with my own psyche.

The feeling is heavy. The feeling is exhausting. The feeling is f*cking helpless and disturbing.

*Arghh*

I just want to go home, or ride a longboard, that would be awesome. Maybe i'm just having my seasonal mood change again and i think it's getting worst.

I want to know!